I just got a job in San Diego as an apprentice web designer. Can't wait to get my own clients. The downside to this job is that I don't get paid more than minimum wage until I find some gigs. After I find a few gigs than I get a commission if the company wants seo services. SEO services is short for search engine optimization which I don't have a clue about since I only know graphics. SEO I guess is to rank the site high on search engines so that they make more sales and are known to the public. I guess it falls into marketing or sales promotion. Anyways my dad says once I learn that side of the business I can basically do it all and he might get me my own office. My dad is super rich, he's a bankruptcy lawyer and recently in times of recession alot of people are using his services because I guess he's supposed to be the best in San Diego. He gets celebrity clients but I won't mention any names because its private. Anyways its getting late so I wanna surf on xanga and check out whats new, post more later.

Today I realize the effects of the recession more and more. I need to keep pushing upstream but the water is so heavy. Somedays you just want to give up but you know that when you do, all the people you hate would be laughing. I will die trying for my family...